late night drabble :: something :: docyrao

[oliviathecf]

 i get my oddest ideas post midnight. and this is interesting because it's in the second person (you, your, you're). but i'm telling you that the "you" in question is Pyro. it's also really short, more of a drabble. so i'm giving it a new title of "late night drabble"

i suppose this is development of Pyro in the docyrao relationship, since i go on and on about Doc's side but never Pyro. so here we go.

this is actually sfw. it seems as if i only write sfw late at night, as non-porn is astoundingly difficult for me unless it's formatted into a script.

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You can't count the years between the two of you on both hands but you're pretty sure that you're more in love with him than you've ever thought possible.

It came as a shock when you realized. He is awfully older than you, and you never thought that a guy, a man, like Doc would ever go for a guy like you. So you were content to just watch him.

Until you kissed him. And he kissed you back.

He's always so gentle with you, so sweet and soft. You hate it though, you're not the child he sees you as and you want more. You suggest it to him one day and he just laughs at you and hugs you close. You both know that he could break you and you want him to. He looks at you with a slight hint of pity, even if you don't do anything that deserves it.

You think you hate that the most.

And the way he says your name. It always feels as if someone else's name is on his lips, quickly replaced by the one that belongs to you. But you can't bring yourself to blame him. And you really wish you could.

You want to cut him loose, let him go to the name hidden beneath your own.

But then he hugs you close, whispers words of love into your ears and presses sweet kisses onto your face. And you know that there's no way you could ever do it. You don't think you could do it even if you wanted to.

The only way off is down. It's just a waiting game until he finally sinks you to move on to the one he truly seeks.

And you don't think you'll blame him when he does. Face the end with dignity is what they always say and you won't be holding your breath when it does..

Comments

[voufreail]

Ahhuuudhshsfai conflicting feels! D: midnight is when all the best fic ideas come. I should know XD Docyrao </3 <3 the feeeells! Very nice story. Very nice indeed.

[oliviathecf]

thank you haha!

[purplesky]

Ahhhhh confusing and sad and so many other things at the same time! I'm beginning to love docyrao. And the best fics come at midnight. (I write all my stuff very late at night!)

[oliviathecf]

thank you haha! yeah, a lot of my good ideas come later at night. usually 12-2 in the morning.

[yaoi15]

I. Love. I agree that writing is best at midnight, that's why I always write in bed at 1 AM! XD The feeeeeels!

[oliviathecf]

haha thank you kindly!