Letting Go Chpt. 26
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mindcrackloveSometimes dreams are better than reality
Dezeray rushed out to the hallway, turning the corner quickly to rush after them, but was stopped by strong arms wrapping around her.
"Let me go!" She shouted, struggling against the person.
"Dezeray, you can't, I'm so sorry." Kurt says, holding back the struggling, distressed girl.
"But dad!" Dezeray sobbed.
"You can't go after him Dez."
"But I can't loose him! I-I can't...." Dezeray's voice trailed off as she sunk to the ground, her knees giving out.
Kurt pulled her onto his lap, hugging her tightly. "He will be okay Dez."
"How can you say that?!? His heart just stopped!" Dezeray yells, unable to keep anything back.
"Oh." Was all Kurt could say.
"I don't want to loose him dad." Dezeray says as she breaks down, crying against Kurt's chest.
Kurt stroked her hair, trying to soothe the girl. "I know Dezzy, I know. I don't want you to loose him either, I know you can't handle loosing anyone else."
"I-I promised MC I wouldn't hurt myself..... And I'm not breaking that promise.... even-even if he can't keep his." She says, teary blue-green eyes staring at the purple gem'd ring.
"What did he promise?"
"He promised to never hurt me, to always love me, to protect me.... He promised to never leave me."
"If he promised it Dez, then I'm positive he'll try to keep it no matter what. He's a strong boy Dez, you know he's fighting through this. You know he'd do anything to stay with you."
"I know." Dezeray mumbled, her voice muffled by Kurt's chest.
"Dezeray, Kurt, MC's stable now, if you'd like to see him." Comes a gentle voice.
"He-he's....?" Dezeray says, hope filling her teary blue-green eyes.
The nurse shakes her head sadly.
Dezeray shakily stands up and walks towards MC's room and sits back down in her chair. Zisteau and Kurt join her, both looking quite sad.
"Hey Dezzy.... I brought you this, thought you might like to draw or something." Zisteau says, handing her a sketch book.
"Thanks." She says quietly, taking it from him.
"You look really tired Dezzy, have you gotten any sleep lately?"
She shakes her head sadly. "How can I sleep when the man I love is... is..." She just can't finish her sentence.
"You should really try to. I know it's the last thing you want to do with MC how he is, but not sleeping isn't healthy."
"I'll try.... I guess."
"Alright sweetie, we have to get going, call us immediately if anything happens."
"I will."
They leave shortly after, leaving her to her thoughts, which constantly seemed dark now. She wanted to believe everything would be okay, but she wasn't actually sure it would, to be honest. Everything seemed horrible and terrible. She grabbed MC's hand again, giving it a gentle squeeze before she stood up and placed a kiss on his forehead. She moved to her room, and curled up in her bed. She quickly fell asleep, from her exhaustion filled state.
"Mommy! Look at my drawing! Its kitty and wolfie!" Dezeray giggles, running up to her mother.
"Awe that's beautiful sweetie!" She says encouragingly. "We should hang it on the fridge."
"Yeah!"
She grabs Dezeray's picture and they head out to the kitchen together.
"Hmm... where should we put it?"
"Next to the family picture!" Dezeray declares happily.
"Purple magnet?"
"Yeah!"
She laughs as she pins it in place with a small purple heart magnet.
"There you go. Now, we have to go meet your father for lunch."
"Can kitty and Wolfie come?"
"Of course."
Dezeray smiles happily before running up the stairs to grab her treasured stuffed animals. She slides down the carpeted stairs, giggling all the while.
"Where are we eating at?" Dezeray asks with a smile.
"Oh you know, that one place." She teases.
"Mom! Where are we eating at?"
"Come on silly, you'll see."
She leads Dezeray out to the car and gets her buckled in. The drive was filled with jokes, laughs, giggles, all around happiness.
"Awesome! Can I have money for games?" Dezeray questions cheerily as the restaurant comes into view.
"I dunno, I think you're too old for games."
"No I'm not!" Dezeray says defensively. "I'm only six!"
"I dunno, that sounds pretty old to me."
Dezeray crosses her arms. "I am not old."
"Alright. You win." She says, throwing her hands up in defeat.
"Yay!"
"Come on silly, lets go meet daddy."
"Alright." Dezeray giggles, following her mother into the restaurant.
"Daddy!" Dezeray half yells, half giggles as she runs over to her dad.
"Dezzy! My girl!" He says cheerily, picking her up and spinning her around, making her auburn hair go everywhere.
"Guess what I have for you." He says with a playful smile.
"What???"
"These, but you gotta reach em." He teases, holding a bag of quarters far above her reach.
Dezeray jumps for them, trying desperately to reach them, but failing epically. "Daddy! Come on!"
"Alright, here you go sweetie." He says, handing her the bag and ruffling her hair.
"Thanks!"
"Run along and play some games, but come back soon for food."
"Alright! Bye!" Dezeray giggles, as she bounces off to play games, waving to her parents.
Dezeray awoke to sunshine streaming in through the only window in her room. Something felt different about today. She got up slowly, making her way to MC's room. Her heart pounded as she opened the door. She saw MC sitting up, his blue eyes glancing up, meeting Dezeray's blue-green.
Dezeray ran over to MC, pulling him into a tight hug, which was quickly returned. She couldn't even believe he was awake, that he was actually okay. She couldn't believe it, but somehow it was true, somehow she was lucky enough to keep the man she loved by her side for as long as they lived. Any notion of caution was thrown to the wind as joy overrides everything. She kisses him deeply, never, ever wanting to be apart from the love of her life again.
"I would never break my promise." MC whispers, holding Dezeray impossibly close.
Dezeray rushed out to the hallway, turning the corner quickly to rush after them, but was stopped by strong arms wrapping around her.
"Let me go!" She shouted, struggling against the person.
"Dezeray, you can't, I'm so sorry." Kurt says, holding back the struggling, distressed girl.
"But dad!" Dezeray sobbed.
"You can't go after him Dez."
"But I can't loose him! I-I can't...." Dezeray's voice trailed off as she sunk to the ground, her knees giving out.
Kurt pulled her onto his lap, hugging her tightly. "He will be okay Dez."
"How can you say that?!? His heart just stopped!" Dezeray yells, unable to keep anything back.
"Oh." Was all Kurt could say.
"I don't want to loose him dad." Dezeray says as she breaks down, crying against Kurt's chest.
Kurt stroked her hair, trying to soothe the girl. "I know Dezzy, I know. I don't want you to loose him either, I know you can't handle loosing anyone else."
"I-I promised MC I wouldn't hurt myself..... And I'm not breaking that promise.... even-even if he can't keep his." She says, teary blue-green eyes staring at the purple gem'd ring.
"What did he promise?"
"He promised to never hurt me, to always love me, to protect me.... He promised to never leave me."
"If he promised it Dez, then I'm positive he'll try to keep it no matter what. He's a strong boy Dez, you know he's fighting through this. You know he'd do anything to stay with you."
"I know." Dezeray mumbled, her voice muffled by Kurt's chest.
"Dezeray, Kurt, MC's stable now, if you'd like to see him." Comes a gentle voice.
"He-he's....?" Dezeray says, hope filling her teary blue-green eyes.
The nurse shakes her head sadly.
Dezeray shakily stands up and walks towards MC's room and sits back down in her chair. Zisteau and Kurt join her, both looking quite sad.
"Hey Dezzy.... I brought you this, thought you might like to draw or something." Zisteau says, handing her a sketch book.
"Thanks." She says quietly, taking it from him.
"You look really tired Dezzy, have you gotten any sleep lately?"
She shakes her head sadly. "How can I sleep when the man I love is... is..." She just can't finish her sentence.
"You should really try to. I know it's the last thing you want to do with MC how he is, but not sleeping isn't healthy."
"I'll try.... I guess."
"Alright sweetie, we have to get going, call us immediately if anything happens."
"I will."
They leave shortly after, leaving her to her thoughts, which constantly seemed dark now. She wanted to believe everything would be okay, but she wasn't actually sure it would, to be honest. Everything seemed horrible and terrible. She grabbed MC's hand again, giving it a gentle squeeze before she stood up and placed a kiss on his forehead. She moved to her room, and curled up in her bed. She quickly fell asleep, from her exhaustion filled state.
"Mommy! Look at my drawing! Its kitty and wolfie!" Dezeray giggles, running up to her mother.
"Awe that's beautiful sweetie!" She says encouragingly. "We should hang it on the fridge."
"Yeah!"
She grabs Dezeray's picture and they head out to the kitchen together.
"Hmm... where should we put it?"
"Next to the family picture!" Dezeray declares happily.
"Purple magnet?"
"Yeah!"
She laughs as she pins it in place with a small purple heart magnet.
"There you go. Now, we have to go meet your father for lunch."
"Can kitty and Wolfie come?"
"Of course."
Dezeray smiles happily before running up the stairs to grab her treasured stuffed animals. She slides down the carpeted stairs, giggling all the while.
"Where are we eating at?" Dezeray asks with a smile.
"Oh you know, that one place." She teases.
"Mom! Where are we eating at?"
"Come on silly, you'll see."
She leads Dezeray out to the car and gets her buckled in. The drive was filled with jokes, laughs, giggles, all around happiness.
"Awesome! Can I have money for games?" Dezeray questions cheerily as the restaurant comes into view.
"I dunno, I think you're too old for games."
"No I'm not!" Dezeray says defensively. "I'm only six!"
"I dunno, that sounds pretty old to me."
Dezeray crosses her arms. "I am not old."
"Alright. You win." She says, throwing her hands up in defeat.
"Yay!"
"Come on silly, lets go meet daddy."
"Alright." Dezeray giggles, following her mother into the restaurant.
"Daddy!" Dezeray half yells, half giggles as she runs over to her dad.
"Dezzy! My girl!" He says cheerily, picking her up and spinning her around, making her auburn hair go everywhere.
"Guess what I have for you." He says with a playful smile.
"What???"
"These, but you gotta reach em." He teases, holding a bag of quarters far above her reach.
Dezeray jumps for them, trying desperately to reach them, but failing epically. "Daddy! Come on!"
"Alright, here you go sweetie." He says, handing her the bag and ruffling her hair.
"Thanks!"
"Run along and play some games, but come back soon for food."
"Alright! Bye!" Dezeray giggles, as she bounces off to play games, waving to her parents.
Dezeray awoke to sunshine streaming in through the only window in her room. Something felt different about today. She got up slowly, making her way to MC's room. Her heart pounded as she opened the door. She saw MC sitting up, his blue eyes glancing up, meeting Dezeray's blue-green.
Dezeray ran over to MC, pulling him into a tight hug, which was quickly returned. She couldn't even believe he was awake, that he was actually okay. She couldn't believe it, but somehow it was true, somehow she was lucky enough to keep the man she loved by her side for as long as they lived. Any notion of caution was thrown to the wind as joy overrides everything. She kisses him deeply, never, ever wanting to be apart from the love of her life again.
"I would never break my promise." MC whispers, holding Dezeray impossibly close.
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