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It's all he ever wanted


"Your majesty, prince Kurt has arrived." A courtier says, guiding Kurt into the throne room.

"Ah, Kurt, my son. It's been a long time." The king says, standing up from the fancy looking wooden throne accented with a deep blue, and greeting his son, who still had tears in his eyes, that threatened to spill.

"Yeah... it's uh... it's been a while." Kurt replies nervously, instantly wanting to beat himself up for such an improper response.

The king gives his son a look, but doesn't scold him.

"Your coronation will be later today, everything is already planned and your clothes are already set up and ready in you chambers."

Kurt nods, turning to leave the room. Before he does, he curtsies, some of the formalities of being a prince coming back to mind.

Kurt heads to his chambers, seeing the very elegant looking outfit hung up on the wardrobe. It was a long black coat, with what looked like a deep blue undershirt and black pants. All of it looked ironed, perfectly straight, not a wrinkle or fold visible.

~~~<3~~~

Kurt sat in the kings throne, his throne, still sporting his fancy coronation outfit, even though it was long after it had occurred.

His parents had retired to their chambers a while ago, leaving Kurt to sit alone and contemplate.

Kurt glanced at the empty throne beside him, the one where the queen would sit. It brought great sadness to him. He wanted Zisteau to be by his side, to help him lead this kingdom, his kingdom, but alas, it couldn't happen.

Not only was being gay heavily frowned upon, he had heard rumors of an arranged marriage, so their would be a queen to help rule the kingdom. And, so Kurt and his wife to be, could have a child, who would rule the kingdom after him.

Kurt didn't want that. He didn't want any of it. Just the thought of being with a woman, let alone another person, was unpleasing to him. The thought actually kinda scared him, to be honest.

He couldn't imagine having a child, or the process of having said child.

When Kurt first went to Mindcrack, he tried to not get to attached to anyone, knowing he'd have to leave it all behind eventually. Mindcrack was where he figured out he was gay. It was where his personality and who he really was, was defined and refined. It was where he made actual friends. It was where he fell in love, even though he tried to distance himself.

All of it made Kurt even sadder. He had once dreamed of running this kingdom, of being a king and having a beautiful queen by his side. But, now all he wanted was to research the stars, explore the world he shared with friends, who were more like family, and have Zisteau, his lover, by his side. That's all he really wanted.

Date: Saturday, October 10th, 2015 12:55 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Still sad. Still good. Still excited for more.

I'm really hoping that all the Mindcrackers will come and visit and there will be a grand reunion and then they'll go home but come back often to visit. Too much to hope for? Probably. Will I stop hoping? Absolutely not.

-the lurkiest lurker

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