Remember Us Chpt. 4
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mindcrackloveI've had a good day, so here's Chpt. 4, in which some info is revealed and some racing is done.
Kurt's POV
I wake up to wolfie licking my face. I sigh and pet wolfie.
I sit up and notice the picture on the ground. Huh I wonder how it got there...
I lean over and grab the picture frame. I take a good look at the picture again. I notice how close me and Z were standing. I take a closer look. We are holding hands! Wait why would we hold hands? I thought we were best friends..... I'm so confused.
I get up and head to the kitchen to find something to eat, feeling thoroughly confused.
I am almost done when Z comes into the room.
"Good morning Z." I say
"Hi" Z replies around a yawn.
He looks really tired and has bags under his eyes.
"You ok Z?" I ask concerned
"Yeah, just didn't sleep very well."
"Do you want to talk?"
"No, but thanks for the offer."
"Ok..."
"I've got to go to a meeting in a little bit."
"Ok"
I put my bowl in the sink and start walking around the house. I walk down a hallway and see more pictures.
One is of a huge group of people. I recognize me and Zisteau standing beside each other. I recognize Guude, Doc, Jsano, and Beef as well. I wonder who the other people are.
I look at another picture, it's of Z and I. Z is carrying me on his back.
Another Picture is of Beef and i wearing racing helmet. The rest of the pictures are the same way except one, it was Z and I.
I am in his arms, kissing him. Ok I am really confused. Why would I be kissing Z? I really need to talk to someone about this....
"Hey Kurt. I'm leaving." I hear Z say
"Ok" I call back.
I hear the door close. I go and sit on the couch, burying my face in my hands. Tears start streaming down my face. I'm so confused.... I wish I could remember. I wish I knew what was going on. I hear a knock at the door. I ignore it.
"Hey Kurt. it's Beef. can I come in." I hear after a few minutes.
"Sure" I say, but leave my head in my hands.
I hear the door open and close, and feel the couch dip beside me.
"You ok Kurt?" Beef asks
"No" I say and look up at him.
"What's wrong?"
"I just wish I could remember what was happening in my life before this. I just want to remember everyone. I hate not knowing anyone. I'm just so confused."
"I know Kurt. This must be really hard." Beef says and hugs me.
I hug back and bury my face in his shoulder and cry.
I lift my head up, after a while and getting my emotions somewhat under control, and look at Beef.
"Thank you so much Beef, you are an amazing friend."
"No problem, I'm always around if you need to talk."
After a moment, I bring something up that had been bothering me "Actually there is something I wanted to talk about."
"What?"
"Are me and Z a couple?"
"Um well......"
"I saw a picture of us holding hands. Then another of us kissing."
"Yeah..... you guys are.... or were."
"Oh.... how long were we together?"
"About a year."
"Really?"
"Yup. You two were inseparable. You did everything together."
"How long was I in the comma?"
"Four months."
"Wow... How did Z take it."
"He was an emotional wreck. He was nothing without you. He would sit and hold your hand most days."
"Wow I feel really bad about that."
"There really isn't any reason to feel sorry."
"I just don't know how to feel. I don't know if I love Z or not." I put my head in my hands "I just don't know" I mutter.
"It's ok Kurt you will figure it out eventually."
"I really hope so."
After a pause, Beef starts talking again "By the way I brought over my racing wheel if you wanted to play."
"Sure.... but I highly doubt I can play very well."
"That just means i'll finally beat you" Beef says with a chuckle.
"I always beat you?" I ask incredulously.
"Yeah, your the best I have ever seen."
"Ok well let's set it up. um.. do you know where my racing wheel is?"
"I think it's in your office."
"Right..." I say and get up and head to the room I think is my office.
I see the racing wheel on a shelf. I walk over and pick it up. It is really dusty which causes me to sneeze.
"I found it" I say as I walk back to the living room.
"Awesome I got mine set up already, do you need help with yours?"
"Um... yeah I do."
Beef sets it up and starts the game.
"So how does this work?" I ask, starring at the different pars of the wheel, confused.
"It's basically just driving. By the way your character is IceMan."
"That's a cool name."
"Ok here we go. You ready for this?"
"I think so"
The race starts. I'm actually doing well. I'm in first place with Beef close in second.
I finish the race in first place. Beef finishes in twelfth place.
"You still beat me!" Beef exclaims, throwing his arms up in frustration.
"That was so much fun!"
"I know, I love this game."
"You want to do another race?" I ask with a mischievous smile.
"Oh, your on."
Guude's POV
Everyone was gathered for the meeting. I moved so I was in front of the podium and clear my throat to get everyone's attention. The chattering eventually died down.
"So, I called this meeting to discuss Kurt." I pause as people start whispering back and forth"Most of you don't know but, Kurt woke up yesterday." I pause again when everyone starts cheering.
I wait for the commotion to stop "But he has a bad case of amnesia and doesn't remember anything. So if you see him don't expect him to know you. We have to be careful and not pressure him, and before anyone asks we aren't sure if he will ever get his memory back." I pause again, everyone is silent because of shock.
"Any questions?"
"Where are Kurt and Beef?" Bdubs asks
"Beef is at Kurt's house with him."
"Why didn't Kurt come to the meeting?" Mhykol asks
"I didn't want to overwhelm him."
No one else asks anything so I continue.
"I want to make it clear that we are not to discuss Kurt and Z's relationship till Kurt is ready. You can tell him about his past and what he was like. I don't want any one to overwhelm him. Treat him like a friend and be patient with him. Ok this meeting is concluded" I say and step away from the podium.
Nobody moves for a minute, then the room explodes with noise. I go and find Z.
"Hey Z, how are you holding up?" I ask, already knowing the answer.
"I don't know man.... It's really hard right now." Z replies
"It must be. How was Kurt this morning?"
"He was doing ok."
"That's good."
"I'm gonna head back to his house."
"Ok... bye" I say as he leaves.
Poor guy he looks so defeated. He really does need Kurt in his life.
Kurt's POV
We are in the middle of the second race, I'm in first with Beef trailing really close in second, when Z walks in the house.
"Hi Kurt, Beef" Z says
"Hi. As much as I'd love to talk, I'm trying to kick Beef's butt." I say
"Are you kidding me Kurt, you do that every race."
"Yeah and I'm gonna do it again." I say with a triumphant laugh.
"Ok well I'm gonna go lay down for a while." Z says
"Ok" I say trying to focus on the race.
We had just finished the race. I finished first, Beef finished last because of disqualification.
"Dangit man!" Beef says
"I can't believe you got disqualified for corner cutting." I say laughing.
"I know! I only did it like 8 times!"
I'm laughing so hard I start crying.
"This was so much fun we have to do it again soon." Beef says
"Indeed" I reply
Beef stops laughing suddenly and looks at me with wide eyes.
"What?"
"You said Indeed."
"Yeah.... what's wrong with that?" I ask confused.
"You used to say that all the time!"
"Oh"
"That's great!"
"Ok.... I guess"
"Well as much as I'd love to stay and get my butt kicked.... again, I have to head home and get some stuff done."
"Ok, thanks for cheering me up by the way."
"No problem my friend."
Beef gathers up his stuff and heads home.
I head down stairs. I'm on my way to my room when I hear crying. I head to the room and quietly enter.
"You ok Z?" I ask
"No." Z replies
"You want to talk about it?"
"....I guess...."
I walk over and sit on the bed
"So, what's wrong?"
"I miss the old days. I miss you. I miss us. I just miss it so much."
"Oh.... I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you upset." I say
"It's ok.... it's not your fault, it's mine. I should have lit up the area better. I should have been more careful."
"If your blaming yourself for the accident then don't. It wasn't your fault."
"I know.... I just." He stops
"Need a hug?" I ask
He nods. I move over slightly and hug him. He buries his face in my shoulder. We stay like that for a while. He eventually moves away from me.
"Thanks for comforting me. You really are an amazing friend."
"No problem" I say with a smile.
"I'm gonna go make us dinner" Z says
"Ok. I'm gonna go to my room for a little bit. I'll be up for dinner."
"Ok" Z says
I stand up and head to my room, locking the door and sitting on my bed.
I grab the picture again and look at it. We look so happy. We look perfect together. I look at our intertwined hands. Did I really love him?
We were together for a year at least that's what Beef told me. Do I still love him? What if I don't? Will things be really weird between us? I wonder why he didn't tell me about us. I really wish I could remember. I just don't know what to do or how to feel. I just sit there and look at the picture.
Kurt's POV
I wake up to wolfie licking my face. I sigh and pet wolfie.
I sit up and notice the picture on the ground. Huh I wonder how it got there...
I lean over and grab the picture frame. I take a good look at the picture again. I notice how close me and Z were standing. I take a closer look. We are holding hands! Wait why would we hold hands? I thought we were best friends..... I'm so confused.
I get up and head to the kitchen to find something to eat, feeling thoroughly confused.
I am almost done when Z comes into the room.
"Good morning Z." I say
"Hi" Z replies around a yawn.
He looks really tired and has bags under his eyes.
"You ok Z?" I ask concerned
"Yeah, just didn't sleep very well."
"Do you want to talk?"
"No, but thanks for the offer."
"Ok..."
"I've got to go to a meeting in a little bit."
"Ok"
I put my bowl in the sink and start walking around the house. I walk down a hallway and see more pictures.
One is of a huge group of people. I recognize me and Zisteau standing beside each other. I recognize Guude, Doc, Jsano, and Beef as well. I wonder who the other people are.
I look at another picture, it's of Z and I. Z is carrying me on his back.
Another Picture is of Beef and i wearing racing helmet. The rest of the pictures are the same way except one, it was Z and I.
I am in his arms, kissing him. Ok I am really confused. Why would I be kissing Z? I really need to talk to someone about this....
"Hey Kurt. I'm leaving." I hear Z say
"Ok" I call back.
I hear the door close. I go and sit on the couch, burying my face in my hands. Tears start streaming down my face. I'm so confused.... I wish I could remember. I wish I knew what was going on. I hear a knock at the door. I ignore it.
"Hey Kurt. it's Beef. can I come in." I hear after a few minutes.
"Sure" I say, but leave my head in my hands.
I hear the door open and close, and feel the couch dip beside me.
"You ok Kurt?" Beef asks
"No" I say and look up at him.
"What's wrong?"
"I just wish I could remember what was happening in my life before this. I just want to remember everyone. I hate not knowing anyone. I'm just so confused."
"I know Kurt. This must be really hard." Beef says and hugs me.
I hug back and bury my face in his shoulder and cry.
I lift my head up, after a while and getting my emotions somewhat under control, and look at Beef.
"Thank you so much Beef, you are an amazing friend."
"No problem, I'm always around if you need to talk."
After a moment, I bring something up that had been bothering me "Actually there is something I wanted to talk about."
"What?"
"Are me and Z a couple?"
"Um well......"
"I saw a picture of us holding hands. Then another of us kissing."
"Yeah..... you guys are.... or were."
"Oh.... how long were we together?"
"About a year."
"Really?"
"Yup. You two were inseparable. You did everything together."
"How long was I in the comma?"
"Four months."
"Wow... How did Z take it."
"He was an emotional wreck. He was nothing without you. He would sit and hold your hand most days."
"Wow I feel really bad about that."
"There really isn't any reason to feel sorry."
"I just don't know how to feel. I don't know if I love Z or not." I put my head in my hands "I just don't know" I mutter.
"It's ok Kurt you will figure it out eventually."
"I really hope so."
After a pause, Beef starts talking again "By the way I brought over my racing wheel if you wanted to play."
"Sure.... but I highly doubt I can play very well."
"That just means i'll finally beat you" Beef says with a chuckle.
"I always beat you?" I ask incredulously.
"Yeah, your the best I have ever seen."
"Ok well let's set it up. um.. do you know where my racing wheel is?"
"I think it's in your office."
"Right..." I say and get up and head to the room I think is my office.
I see the racing wheel on a shelf. I walk over and pick it up. It is really dusty which causes me to sneeze.
"I found it" I say as I walk back to the living room.
"Awesome I got mine set up already, do you need help with yours?"
"Um... yeah I do."
Beef sets it up and starts the game.
"So how does this work?" I ask, starring at the different pars of the wheel, confused.
"It's basically just driving. By the way your character is IceMan."
"That's a cool name."
"Ok here we go. You ready for this?"
"I think so"
The race starts. I'm actually doing well. I'm in first place with Beef close in second.
I finish the race in first place. Beef finishes in twelfth place.
"You still beat me!" Beef exclaims, throwing his arms up in frustration.
"That was so much fun!"
"I know, I love this game."
"You want to do another race?" I ask with a mischievous smile.
"Oh, your on."
Guude's POV
Everyone was gathered for the meeting. I moved so I was in front of the podium and clear my throat to get everyone's attention. The chattering eventually died down.
"So, I called this meeting to discuss Kurt." I pause as people start whispering back and forth"Most of you don't know but, Kurt woke up yesterday." I pause again when everyone starts cheering.
I wait for the commotion to stop "But he has a bad case of amnesia and doesn't remember anything. So if you see him don't expect him to know you. We have to be careful and not pressure him, and before anyone asks we aren't sure if he will ever get his memory back." I pause again, everyone is silent because of shock.
"Any questions?"
"Where are Kurt and Beef?" Bdubs asks
"Beef is at Kurt's house with him."
"Why didn't Kurt come to the meeting?" Mhykol asks
"I didn't want to overwhelm him."
No one else asks anything so I continue.
"I want to make it clear that we are not to discuss Kurt and Z's relationship till Kurt is ready. You can tell him about his past and what he was like. I don't want any one to overwhelm him. Treat him like a friend and be patient with him. Ok this meeting is concluded" I say and step away from the podium.
Nobody moves for a minute, then the room explodes with noise. I go and find Z.
"Hey Z, how are you holding up?" I ask, already knowing the answer.
"I don't know man.... It's really hard right now." Z replies
"It must be. How was Kurt this morning?"
"He was doing ok."
"That's good."
"I'm gonna head back to his house."
"Ok... bye" I say as he leaves.
Poor guy he looks so defeated. He really does need Kurt in his life.
Kurt's POV
We are in the middle of the second race, I'm in first with Beef trailing really close in second, when Z walks in the house.
"Hi Kurt, Beef" Z says
"Hi. As much as I'd love to talk, I'm trying to kick Beef's butt." I say
"Are you kidding me Kurt, you do that every race."
"Yeah and I'm gonna do it again." I say with a triumphant laugh.
"Ok well I'm gonna go lay down for a while." Z says
"Ok" I say trying to focus on the race.
We had just finished the race. I finished first, Beef finished last because of disqualification.
"Dangit man!" Beef says
"I can't believe you got disqualified for corner cutting." I say laughing.
"I know! I only did it like 8 times!"
I'm laughing so hard I start crying.
"This was so much fun we have to do it again soon." Beef says
"Indeed" I reply
Beef stops laughing suddenly and looks at me with wide eyes.
"What?"
"You said Indeed."
"Yeah.... what's wrong with that?" I ask confused.
"You used to say that all the time!"
"Oh"
"That's great!"
"Ok.... I guess"
"Well as much as I'd love to stay and get my butt kicked.... again, I have to head home and get some stuff done."
"Ok, thanks for cheering me up by the way."
"No problem my friend."
Beef gathers up his stuff and heads home.
I head down stairs. I'm on my way to my room when I hear crying. I head to the room and quietly enter.
"You ok Z?" I ask
"No." Z replies
"You want to talk about it?"
"....I guess...."
I walk over and sit on the bed
"So, what's wrong?"
"I miss the old days. I miss you. I miss us. I just miss it so much."
"Oh.... I'm sorry. I didn't mean to make you upset." I say
"It's ok.... it's not your fault, it's mine. I should have lit up the area better. I should have been more careful."
"If your blaming yourself for the accident then don't. It wasn't your fault."
"I know.... I just." He stops
"Need a hug?" I ask
He nods. I move over slightly and hug him. He buries his face in my shoulder. We stay like that for a while. He eventually moves away from me.
"Thanks for comforting me. You really are an amazing friend."
"No problem" I say with a smile.
"I'm gonna go make us dinner" Z says
"Ok. I'm gonna go to my room for a little bit. I'll be up for dinner."
"Ok" Z says
I stand up and head to my room, locking the door and sitting on my bed.
I grab the picture again and look at it. We look so happy. We look perfect together. I look at our intertwined hands. Did I really love him?
We were together for a year at least that's what Beef told me. Do I still love him? What if I don't? Will things be really weird between us? I wonder why he didn't tell me about us. I really wish I could remember. I just don't know what to do or how to feel. I just sit there and look at the picture.
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