Mindcrack Love: an alternative Mindcrack community

For what it's worth, MC, that giving, creative person you want to be is already who you are to many of your fans, myself included. That all came from you. I don't see the obese depressed dropout, but rather someone who's been through some rough times and has had some emotional and physical troubles because of it, but I'm not going to judge you or think any less of you because of it, same as I wouldn't judge anyone else who's had similar struggles. It's not your fault. And despite all of that, you've went on to do wonderful things, and that's why we like you; that's why people keep watching your videos. And now you're doing more wonderful things. It takes a lot to commit to bettering yourself in ways you know how to change. The past is the past and you can't do anything about it, but you can change things now to feel more internally consistent with who you want to be, and you've already started to do that. I think that's fantastic. And even though you said you don't ask for support, just remember that you don't have to go through it alone-- no one should have to-- and that you'll find plenty of it from the community should you need it. And also remember...

You're going to win. <3