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Fic: Heartbreaker ch2
Probably shouldn't be on here during school but I am so here have a chapter :D
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Doc wouldn't move even when Anderz bugged him. Feeling helpless with Doc's mental state he went to talk to Beef knowing that Etho probably had something to do with this but didn't know the full story. Beef was working on his jungle village when Anderz arrived.
"Hey Beefy! Could I talk to you for a bit?" Beef nodded shutting off his camera looking at him concerned. "What happened between Doc and Etho?" Beef was silent for a few seconds before sighing and telling him the story.
"Doc and Etho got on at about the same time and well for the first week the two of them did a lot of things together and... they fell for each other, until... until the death games started and Etho saw Nebris. They had a relationship Etho enjoyed. Making Nebris worry about being at home and seeing the loyalty he possesses."
"Etho watched Nebris for a while and couldn't feel the same about Doc so he left him for Nebris, Doc was distraught and well you know what happened to him after that. Etho had his fun for a while but they didn't have an actual relationship and he said that annoyed him. So he came to me last night drunk and crying, he said he told Doc he wanted him back and that he loved him but that it did nothing. I'm concerned for both of them Doc, shouldn't be hiding like this and Etho has never been drunk and swearing before no matter what happens... This is serious Anderz and we need to help them."
Anderz stayed silent through out Beef's story but the moment he said Etho had broken Doc's heart and then asked for him back made him angry, he tensed up. If Beef noticed he didn't mention it... yet.
Anderz was about to go and find Etho when Beef called him on Skype. "I know what your about to do Anderz your going to go and let loose on Etho trust me it isn't any easier on him as it is on Doc." That statement... did not agree with Anderz and Beef could tell. "Anderz! I know that for Doc is horrible and difficult but listen I was in the same position! Remember? When Pause left me for Millbee I was done... with everything; talking, love, people, and it got to a point where I didn't want to wake up in the morning, where ever minute of the day I wished I was dead! because I didn't have anyone like you... I didn't have someone to care for me. Guude had others and Baj... Well it's Baj" Beef said with a humourless laugh.
"Even Kurt had Zisteau so I couldn't get in the way of that... Pause came back about a year and a half later saying I was the one he really wanted. That Millbee was just a fling... ha, and that he was... sorry. I fell hard wanting to have him back, to feel loved.. I fell hard."
"Pause told me what he had gone through... and his story was just as bad as mine was... I just want you to know that Etho is probably is in as much pain as Doc is. Please keep that in mind." And with that Beef ended the call leaving Anderz to think about all he had said.
Anderz stood there for a while thinking Doc is happy with me... but Etho going there and breaking his heart is something I can't take. I have to at least talk to him he nodded and headed towards Etho's place planning on a calm, collected talk. Nothing of what was going to actually happen.
If only Anderz had left Beef out of it or even just let what Etho had done go. He didn't and what he didn't know is that he was about to make Doc's, Beef's, Etho's and his own life much worse.
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Going back to math now bye bye
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Doc wouldn't move even when Anderz bugged him. Feeling helpless with Doc's mental state he went to talk to Beef knowing that Etho probably had something to do with this but didn't know the full story. Beef was working on his jungle village when Anderz arrived.
"Hey Beefy! Could I talk to you for a bit?" Beef nodded shutting off his camera looking at him concerned. "What happened between Doc and Etho?" Beef was silent for a few seconds before sighing and telling him the story.
"Doc and Etho got on at about the same time and well for the first week the two of them did a lot of things together and... they fell for each other, until... until the death games started and Etho saw Nebris. They had a relationship Etho enjoyed. Making Nebris worry about being at home and seeing the loyalty he possesses."
"Etho watched Nebris for a while and couldn't feel the same about Doc so he left him for Nebris, Doc was distraught and well you know what happened to him after that. Etho had his fun for a while but they didn't have an actual relationship and he said that annoyed him. So he came to me last night drunk and crying, he said he told Doc he wanted him back and that he loved him but that it did nothing. I'm concerned for both of them Doc, shouldn't be hiding like this and Etho has never been drunk and swearing before no matter what happens... This is serious Anderz and we need to help them."
Anderz stayed silent through out Beef's story but the moment he said Etho had broken Doc's heart and then asked for him back made him angry, he tensed up. If Beef noticed he didn't mention it... yet.
Anderz was about to go and find Etho when Beef called him on Skype. "I know what your about to do Anderz your going to go and let loose on Etho trust me it isn't any easier on him as it is on Doc." That statement... did not agree with Anderz and Beef could tell. "Anderz! I know that for Doc is horrible and difficult but listen I was in the same position! Remember? When Pause left me for Millbee I was done... with everything; talking, love, people, and it got to a point where I didn't want to wake up in the morning, where ever minute of the day I wished I was dead! because I didn't have anyone like you... I didn't have someone to care for me. Guude had others and Baj... Well it's Baj" Beef said with a humourless laugh.
"Even Kurt had Zisteau so I couldn't get in the way of that... Pause came back about a year and a half later saying I was the one he really wanted. That Millbee was just a fling... ha, and that he was... sorry. I fell hard wanting to have him back, to feel loved.. I fell hard."
"Pause told me what he had gone through... and his story was just as bad as mine was... I just want you to know that Etho is probably is in as much pain as Doc is. Please keep that in mind." And with that Beef ended the call leaving Anderz to think about all he had said.
Anderz stood there for a while thinking Doc is happy with me... but Etho going there and breaking his heart is something I can't take. I have to at least talk to him he nodded and headed towards Etho's place planning on a calm, collected talk. Nothing of what was going to actually happen.
If only Anderz had left Beef out of it or even just let what Etho had done go. He didn't and what he didn't know is that he was about to make Doc's, Beef's, Etho's and his own life much worse.
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Going back to math now bye bye
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FEEEEEELS! *dies
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Sad feels all round for people, poor blokes D:
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*nods* Mhm the feels for everyone.
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jealous is a weird word.... that spelling.... xD
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