little sad Nebtho thing

[dragongirl810]

 hey so this is my first time posting on here and I'm not even sure if I've done it right, (second attempt, did it wrong the first time) 

I don't even know what this is but here you go, have this thing I wrote

bold= Pause p.o.v
italics= Etho p.o.v

 

I lie in bed at night  awake, just thinking of you

I'm worried about him, he hardly sleeps any more.

I hear your voice, your breath against my ear

he never leaves that house of his

and I still can't believe , I just can't accept,

I've tried to visit but his door is always locked

you said you'd never leave me and it's true,

the last time I knock on his door, all I heard was him curse from inside,

because I can never think of anything but you

and tell me to leave him be

I tell myself it's stupid, you're never coming back

I mean, Etho, swearing! there has to be something wrong

but I'm too scared, to scared to see you again.

well.. I know what's wrong but he's taking it worse than I would have thought

I've come so close, but my fears keep me away,

I've tried telling him that Nebris wouldn't have wanted this..

and as I remember, all the times we shared,

but he breaks down crying at the mention of his name

the pain is just to much, life seems scarier than death,

I decide to check on him, if he won't let me in, I'll break down the door.

you were my all, my everything, my reason to live,

but by the time I got there...

and now, my reason to die.

I was too late.

Comments

[chemrepnacl]

Ah, I apologise.

[dragongirl810]

no it's my fault for not making this clearer (this was just something that popped into my head and it isn't very well edited)

oh and p.s, they should have a ship name, it needs to happen

[gummy53]

PauseUnLab?
EthoUnPause?
Pausetho?
:)

[dragongirl810]

XD

I like pausetho