Mc gamer - personal video/ vlog

[pink_sheep]

Sorry for posting this speel here. I know mc looks and I felt the need to.. Meh I don't know ._.


Here it is if you have'nt seen it..
http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=nUbiykZLoQU&desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DnUbiykZLoQU%26feature%3Dplayer_embedded

I'm posting this here because I know you look mc and I know this is just one of the communities that love you to pieces :)


You already are that person, maybe not outside but deffinately inside, I myself am dyslexic it really affected my grades I went from a straight A student in my standard grades and went to failing in my highers as quick as a few weeks. Now these where the exam that made or failed your future plans, my plans were shattered the job I wanted I could never do, I never had support to accomplish what I truely wanted bt now I'm doing graphic design and struggling with everything all over again.

Untill I found this little haven.

, I was ready to leave school I only stayed because my parents would have murdered me, all I can say is its lovely to hear about your friends, they can obviously really help, I never had friends so I've actually struggled throught my dyslexia, depression and my self hate ever day alone.
It's kinda funny cause I'm in the oppiset boat to you... In skinny and underweight and I would love to actually gain a few pounds.. darn you metabolism!

I hope you see this. But you are indeed a role model, just the fact you've faced your deamon is something great. So what your a highschool dropout? You have a fabulous job, and you have some of the most lovely fans I've met from any youtuber. I wish I could go back and change my chances though its frankly impossible. I passed even if it was scraping a pass.. Wich destroyed my university dreams

I can only wish you all the best, your love for entertaining is lovely, we can all see it comes from your heart. Every day your videos help me when I have had a bad day. Know this about you just makes me more determined to beat my own daemons. Hopefully I can. It's a long rode but if I've got the live streams hey, i will survive..

I'm glad your finaly using your determination on something you want to do, even if it is to prove something to yourself. Though just at the end of that video we could all see you had changed from the scared kid to the real matt :3

Comments

[theropod]

Oh MC. I can only offer internet hugs and tell you that we're all here for you, as you can plainly see by the messages we've left you here.

I've never really had an abusive parent (aside from my brother's father but that not the same as your own father I suppose?}. I had an absent father, he left the moment he heard my mum was pregnant. Thinking about that is enough to make me want to cry or kill the git depending on what day it is. The bullying I can full relate to however. I was bulled all through my seven years of primary school and several years of high school. I changed high school at one point and somehow the bullying was even worse there. Before it was just words and while those were extremely painful to hear, I wasn't having people trying to set my hair on fire or punching me in the face a my old school. I still have a scar above my eye for that one.

My little brother was bullied too, and we knew, we tried to do something about it. We didn't realise how bad it was though. It got so bad that at one point he tried to kill himself. Things are getting better now we've moved him to a new school but he's still depressed and he's stays with his dad despite pretty much hating it there. He said he'd feel guilty for moving back with mum. He's very intelligent too, in a whole lot of advanced classes. But now because of everything that's happened he doesn't think he's smart at all, barely studies. He only had one exam this year, for advanced maths, barely studied. I don't know if its because his cockiness has began to return or if its because he still thinks he's not smart enough for it. He said the exam was easy, so I don't know. He worries me so much and hearing your story kind of reminded me of his. Maybe I should point him towards your channel. You're doing so well, talking about this, helping others through charity work, being such a sweetheart. Maybe it would help, seeing someone similar working through it all. I don't know. I'm rambling really, probably should just not say anything but the internet hugs part.

Take care MC. You're a wonderful guy.

[pink_sheep]

Oh dear god.. I got bullied at school but never to that extreme I almost got beat up and punched on one occasion but it was mostly just segregation and verbal I got.. It was bad I wish I moved school but that ment telling my parents and I have kept up a huge lie of how great high school was and my friends when it is and always has been a lie..
I hope your brother manages to pull throught.. he is a smart cookie to get into advance math I struggled with low level stuff due to my dyslexia and plain stupidity. I would imagine someone like mc or any mindcrackers is good someone to aspire towards and look up too even if its just getting good grades I wishi had mindcrackers and here when I was in school studying rather than my last year of school..

[theropod]

-hugs- It helps to have a role model. I don't think I really have any, except maybe some writers? I'm not sure.