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Feelings are brought to the table, literally



He woke up the next morning feeling well rested. He got out of bed and padded his way to the bathroom. As he was washing his hands he looked at himself in the mirror. He saw his pale, sunken in skin. He saw his dull blue eyes. He saw messy hair; which definitely needed a trim. He shook his head as he left the bathroom to get dressed. He pulled on a pair of loose fitting jeans and a t-shirt, which was baggy and hung loosely on his shoulders.

He headed to the cafeteria and got the same breakfast as the previous day. He went to the table Zisteau sat at and took a seat.

"Hey Kurt." Etho greeted.

"Hey." He responded with a small smile.

"You were saying something E?" Beef says, catching Etho's attention.

"Right. The doc says I can go home at the end of the month."

"That's amazing Etho!"

Etho smiles brightly. "I can't wait to be home again. I miss Seth."

"Didn't he visit earlier this month?"

Etho nodded. "Yeah, but with the distance he doesn't get to visit often and I miss my boyfriend."

Pause laughs with a smirk. "And all those sexy times you guys have."

Etho's face quickly turns a deep red. "For the record, we haven't uh... Done 'that' in over a year..."

"It was that talk you got from the doc, wasn't it?"

"Oh hush."

"Whatcha guys talking about?" Zisteau asks as he sits down.

"Etho's sex life." Beef says with a smirk.

"Or lac there of." Pause adds, sticking his tongue out at Etho.

"Oh hush Pause, it's not like you've had any action in a long time either." Etho says with a smug grin.

Pause just rolls his eyes. "Well what about you Kurt? Any one special in your life?"

Kurt bit his lip and shook his head as he took a deep breath. He was okay. He was fine. He was far from both, but he wanted to be both so much.

"Actually he does." Zisteau says, giving Kurt a smile.

"Oh?" Etho asks, giving him a curious look.

"He sure does." Zisteau puts an arm around Kurt's shoulder, giving him a bright smile.

That made a smile tug at Kurt's lips as he gazed up into Zisteau's blue-green eyes. He didn't know Zisteau liked him. But, those words he had spoken swirled through his head; Then let me be the one Kurt! Let me be the thing you live for!

"That's adorable." Beef says, resting his head on his hands; his elbows propped up on the table.

Kurt felt his cheeks heat up as he glanced down at his partially eaten oatmeal. He felt happiness bubbling to the surface; though it was very minor, but still there.

"Good morning guys." Lauren greeted with a warm smile. "Zisteau, you're needed in your room; doctor needs to talk to you." She directed at Zisteau before turning her gaze to Kurt. "And Kurt, I need you to come with me, we have a few things to discuss."

Kurt nods and stands up.

"I'll talk to you later." Zisteau says, placing a kiss on Kurt's cheek.

Kurt's cheeks flame red as he follows Lauren back to his room. He sat on his bed and looked at her expectantly.

"Firstly, you need to take your anti-depressants." She says, handing him a glass of water and a pill.

He took it and sat the cup down, waiting for her to talk again.

"So, your uncle, he has put you up for adoption."

"He-he what?"

"There were some vulgar words exchanged between him and the adoption agency; who have taken away his 'fit to raise a child' title."

"I knew I had no one..."

"Hey now, don't think that, you have Zisteau."

"Zisteau.... Yeah.... I have him." He says, bitting his lip.

"See." She says with a smile. "And I'll always be here for you." She adds with a gentle smile.

"Thank you." He mouths, his voice getting caught in his throat.

She gives him a quick hug.

"What did they need to talk to Zisteau about?" He asks after a few moments.

"Not sure, they didn't tell me, sorry."

"It's okay..."

She glanced down at her smart watch with her lips set in a thin line. "I have to go take care of some things."

"Alright."

She gives him a smile as she leaves the room. He sits on his bed for a second, just thinking; though his thoughts were interrupted when a voice called to him.

"Hey Z." He greets with a smile.

"Hey Kurt." Zisteau says as he sits across from Kurt on the bed.

"What did the doctor want?"

"Well..." Zisteau started, bitting his lip slightly. "I'm next on the list for a transplant."

"That's good, right?"

"Yeah, but it could still take months." He paused briefly. "They also told me that I have to have surgery Friday."

His face went pale. "W-why?"

Zisteau smiled gently at him, taking his hand in his own; twining their fingers together gently. "It's nothing too serious, just a battery change for my pacemaker."

"Oh..."

"It's nothing to worry about, I promise."

"Okay."

It fell silent between the two for a while. The silence was comfortable as he stared at their hands, which were held together.

"Why did you say that earlier?" He asks quietly, his gaze flickering from their hands to Zisteau's face.

"I said that because I want to be here for you." He said gently, brushing his thumb along Kurt's cheek.

A shudder ran through Kurt. "Y-you mean...?"

"Yes, I do mean in that way. You're a sweet guy Kurt, and I like you. I want to be someone you can rely on emotionally. I want to be there for you in every way possible. I want to be with you Kurt."

"I-I want that too..."

Zisteau slowly leaned in, his eyes slowly closing as their lips met. He felt a hand brush against his face as fingers found their way to his hair, where they tangled in the blond strands. Moments later their lips parted, though they didn't drift far apart. Kurt felt the squeeze in his heart; a feeling he'd never felt before, and it excited him. It was amazing and he never wanted the feeling to go away.

"I-I've never felt this.... Amazing before." Kurt murmurs, his breaths ghosting on Zisteau's lips.

"I haven't either." Zisteau breathes out, his gaze never leaving Kurt's.

"Never leave me..."

"I wouldn't dream of it."
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