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Can things really be fixed?


"Zisteau! Zisteau what's wrong?" Guude shouted, rushing over to his son and sinking to his knees beside him.

"He-he's gone...." Zisteau sobs, tears running down his face, heartbreak evident in his voice.

"You mean Kurt?"

"He-he yelled at me... And-and he said he didn't want to be with me..." Zisteau sobbed, collapsing against his father.

"Why?"

"Because of his Uncle... He-he was mean to him..."

"Its okay Zisteau, just calm down." Guude says soothingly.

"It's not okay!" Zisteau sobs. "He-he probably hates me... He-he probably doesn't love me anymore!"

"That can't be true Zisteau! He does love you."

"Then how come he gave me back the ring?" Zisteau asks sadly, his teary blue-green eyes displaying the pure sadness that burned inside him.

"Oh...."

"I don't know what to do father..."

"I don't either..."

~

"I just don't know what to do Boo..." Guude says as he stares out the window at the courtyard, where Zisteau sat sadly.

"Did you try talking to him?" Bdubs replied, glancing briefly out the window.

"Of course, but he won't listen."

"Do you think there's anything you can do?"

"I don't know, but I want there to be something... I hate seeing him like this."

"I know you do sweetheart, I know you do." Bdubs says, wrapping his arms around Guude.

Guude snuggled into the arms his lover, content on staying there for a while. Not only was it comfortable, but it brought him the comfort he needed. He knew his son needed comfort too, but he didn't know how to provide it, he'd never been the best at the whole parenting thing, but he'd always tried his best, and right now, he felt like he was failing. He could've protected Zisteau from this, he felt, but he didn't know how true that was.

"I'm worried about him." Guude states quietly.

"I am too."

"Do you think he'll be okay?"

"I hope so."

Guude looked back out at the courtyard, still seeing Zisteau sitting sadly on the edge of a fountain, playing with something in his hands. The ring. He hadn't put that thing down since Kurt and Zisteau had fought. It worried Guude, especially since it had been a quite a few days and he wasn't getting any better. He never smiled anymore, he never laughed, he never joked around, he just sat quietly acting all mopey and depressed.

"You know, this kinda reminds me of what happened to us." Bdubs says, out of the blue.

"What do you mean Boo?"

"When your father forced us apart, we were both depressed for a while. I imagine that's how Zisteau feels. He can't be with the one he loves most, and it's eating him up inside."

"I see what you mean.."

"Just give it some time Guude, he'll be okay, I know he will."

"How do you know?"

"I just do Sweetheart, I just do."

Guude wanted to believe every word his lover said, but he was doubtful. His son had been through a lot, and been okay after words, but this, this was one of the worst yet. He knew his son was taking it very, very hard, but he hadn't a clue how to help. If Aurey had been there, she would've known exactly what to do, Guude pondered sadly.

"I'm gonna try talking to him again." Guude says as he moves away from his lover.

"Alright, good luck."

Guude kissed Bdubs. "Love ya."

"Love ya too."

Guude walked down to the courtyard and sat beside Zisteau, who didn't even spare him a glance.

"How ya doing?" Guude asked gently.

"How do you think." Zisteau replied, his voice strained, sounding like he'd been crying constantly.

"Didn't hurt to ask..."

"Did you expect to get a different answer?"

Guude shrugs. "I don't know, I'm just doing what feels right."

"Nothing feels right anymore..."

Guude sighs. "I know this is tuff, Zisteau, but you'll get through it, I know you will."

"Glad you have faith in me, because I don't."

"Come on now. You are a strong and confident young man, and you will get through this."

"Do strong men cry? Do they make the only person they love run away?"

"Crying does mean you are strong, means your willing enough to show your hurt in public."

"I don't believe it."

"I know you don't."

Zisteau let out a deep sigh. "I just want him back father."

"I hope you guys do get back together."

"He deserves so much better the me."

"That is not true Zisteau, your a good person, and he sees that, even if you don't see it."

"I don't know why you keep trying, I'm hopeless."

"You are anything but hopeless Zisteau."

"I'm going on a walk." Zisteau says, getting up and leaving before Guude could say anything else.

He knew Zisteau wasn't hopeless, but he didn't know how to convince him of that, or if there was a way to. He just hoped he would be okay.

~

Zisteau walked through the town sadly, tears still glistening in blue-green eyes. He rubbed the ring anxiously in pocket as he watched the sun setting, casting beautiful colors across the sky. He would usually marvel over it's beauty, but it only reminded him of Kurt, but everything did, really. He just wanted his lover back. It had only been a day, but he missed Kurt so much, it was a deep longing that burned in his heart.

He didn't even realize where he was going till he reached the edge of the forest. He sighed and continued down the path, not caring that the sun was far past setting. He froze at the edge of the small hill, his heart started racing as he saw the lanky figure laying on the hill. He didn't know what to do. His body wouldn't move, almost like he was stuck in place, like his feet were made of cement. He let out a deep breath and forced his feet to move. He walked on shaky legs and sat beside Kurt, who glanced up at him.

"Hey." Zisteau says quietly, glancing up at the clear night sky.

"Hey." Kurt replied, not looking away from the sky.

"Your not gonna yell again, are you?"

"No." Kurt sighs. "And I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry too, I should've been more supportive."

"You have no reason to be sorry, I'm the one who blew up."

"You had every reason to be mad."

"But not at you, you did nothing but try to help me."

"I pushed you, even though I knew it would make you uncomfortable. You have every right to be mad at me. I deserve it..." Zisteau says, unable to meet Kurt's eyes.

"Zisteau." Kurt said gently. "Look at me." He put a hand on Zisteau's face, meeting his blue-green gaze. "I have absolutely no reason to be mad at you. You were just trying to help me overcome my own problems. I may have overreacted, about what my Uncle said, and I'm terribly sorry that my anger was towards you."

"What did your Uncle say?"

"He uh... called me a disgusting bastard and blamed me for my mothers death."

"He did what?" Zisteau asked angrily.

"Don't overreact, please." Kurt says, putting a hand on Zisteau's arm. "I know what he said was horrible, but I'm tired of conflict, I'm tired of being mad, I just want to go back to how things were."

As soon as Kurt's hand was on his arm, all of his anger slipped away. "I want things to go back to the way they were too."

"Can we be 'us' again?"

"Of course." Zisteau says, smiling for the first time in days. "But Kurt....?"

"What?" Kurt asks, rather confused.

"Will you marry me?"

"Yes!" Kurt says excitedly as tears well up in his red-blue eyes.

Zisteau leans in and kisses Kurt slowly, their lips moving perfectly against the others, almost like they were always meant to be. After Zisteau had pulled away, which was an impossibly long amount of time later, he just stared at his lover and held him close, never wanting to be away from him again, for it hurt too much to.

"I love you Kurt, always." Zisteau murmurs, brushing his fingers along Kurt's cheek.

"I love you too Zisteau, always."

Things weren't perfect, not even close, but, as Zisteau stared at Kurt, and Kurt stared at Zisteau, they both saw perfection, and that was enough for them.

Date: Saturday, April 16th, 2016 04:10 pm (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] scara
Glad they are back together, the fight was bad but they still love each other.

Date: Saturday, April 16th, 2016 08:59 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Aww! Things are better again! Yay! Although I fully expect more terrible things.
-Observing Anon

Date: Sunday, April 17th, 2016 06:18 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
Sometimes you get angry at the people you love the most for the actions of others beyond their control. I've done it and it feels terrible when you're mad at someone you love and you know it's not their fault.

-the lurkiest lurker

sadie here

Date: Monday, April 18th, 2016 12:01 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
woooo the dust somehow all landed in a pile and seemingly mended itself into something resembling a thumbs up

Re: sadie here

Date: Monday, April 18th, 2016 02:40 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
The wind does strange things when it wants to.
-Observing Anon

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